never thought life could be so hard.
August 30th, 2011
my husband is working so hard to support our family. at the moment to make things even harder im pregnant. i found out a few weeks ago. i guess you could say im pretty happy with the news but this means life is going to get way more difficult.
my job is so hard, i work in the local factory i walk there and back everyday. the worst thing is none of the workers are allowed to sit down, we have to stand up all day bearing in mind the temperature is over 40 degrees. were not allowed to go to the toilet until we have finished our work. im starting to get really sick in the mornings from morning sickness im guessing. then im late to work and get a deduction on my pay.
my daughter emily is 14 years of age. she stays home during the day doing the house work. my husband doesnt get home till late at night.
when i get home of an evening i cook dinner. it has to be on the table by the time my husband is home no excuses.
i hope things start to get easier for me but i know thats not possible with the baby on the way. i have no idea what im going to do when the baby arrives, life is going to be 100 times harder, not looking forward to that. i wish life was simpler sometimes. we can hardly support ourselves let alone with another young child. i have some serious thinking to do about the future.
well i have to go to work now, my feet are killing me already let alone standing up for another 10 hours. ah someone help me!